What should I do with my car?

I got a 1989 ford ranger back in october. At first it was all cool and stuff then my tires started going bald and 1 will go flat. so i've been saving some $ for new tires then my backup lights and headlight went out. so i bought those instead thinking oh i can get enough $ next week 2 get tires again. it turns out the wires were unhooked at the other end 4 the headlight and the backup lights just dont work. now i dont know what to do with those lights. the next day my my rear view mirror falls off and my windshield started leaking and i ran out of gas so i filled it up and gas costs way too much now and i've been fixing other things so my tires are really bad my winshield is leaking so bad water actually drips in there and mold is growing. so then when i got enough $ to fix the windshield something happened to my battery. the truck started kind of weak and later when i went to start it up it wouldnt start. i got a bad connection somewher appearently and i literally live in a rainforest so its stuck in mud and cant push start. i got it to run but the tach suddenly wuldnt work so i didnt know it was running until it died in that mud on the side of a road. this thing is falling apart and i dont hav $ to fix it but my dad wont let me sell it. i cant even look at that thing without getting extremely pissed off. so what do i do with it because i dont even want to look at it. there are many other things that should probably be fixed if i want to drive it but its really just starting 2 piss me off and i dont want anything to do with it.